If the president were gay, would his husband be the First Man? the GP essay has gotten into my head. i detest writing essays. i never know how to begin, and when I do actually come up with a passable intro, i get stuck with the rest of the essay, and the conclusion is the worst part. i've never been satisfied with any conclusions i've ever written. never. which is , i s'pose, why i've never written a single expository/argumentative essay in secondary sch mid/final-yr English exams. in sec 3 & 4 i only wrote ONE argumentative essay & only cos there wasn't another option (eg. short story or narrative or descriptive). anything but expository... If scientists are ever going to figure out how to travel through time, wouldn't we now be seeing people from the future? i'm getting delirious. just finished the GP essay and it sux. i'm being kind to myself. what wld i do wif my time if humans need not sleep? 24 hours of wakefulness. what am i saying? 'therapist' = 'the' + 'rapist' i need a therapist. a physiotherapist, tt is. my knee is killing me just cos we had to run 3 rounds and do SBJ for PE. my old injury is catching up with me AGAIN. i used to be able to clear 195cm and now my knee is betraying me. i cld only do max 188 cm today. and dance doesn't make my knee any better either. all tt jumping ard (changements and soubresauts etc) does something terrible to it. i'm still able to jump the highest with least effort in dance class now, but what abt a yr frm now? Can anyone dream of actually dying and live to see the next day? I've dreamt many times tt i'm abt to die, like falling off a cliff or being crushed under a house, but how come i've never dreamt of dying itself, or being dead? if one day i realli do dream of being dead, does it mean i'll never wake up? I've gotta stop. i'm spouting rubbish.
where's the supposed petition to get potbellied-GP-tchr fired? i wanna sign it. false hopes were raised today when i heard tt all the GP tchrs wld not be in sch this entire wk. imagine - no need to see potbellied-GP-tchr for a whole wk! too bad it turned out to be just a rumour. got a stupid essay to complete. where i'm going is anybody's guess... the weather is unbearably hot. i feel like going swimming rite now to cool off. if only there were a pool near my house so i needn't go all the way to SPC. but i realli have gotta start swimming either at nite or get another swimming costume or else Ms. Tan will nvr stop nagging at me just cos my swimsuit tanline is totally obvious when i'm wearing my leotard. u shld just see my dance exam pix - i'm a total contrast to the others in my grp - they're all abnormally fair. its not my fault tt leotards are made with such low-backs so the entire back can be seen. distant faces with no place left to go...
Doesn't a lightning rod on top of church show a lack of faith? everyone else is at church. i'm the only one in the family who doesn't attend church on a weekly basis. only Easter n X'mas, thank u very much. If something "goes without saying," why do people still say it? I'm terribly bored, to the extent tt i'm typing rubbish. the hot weather doesn't help either. what am i gonna do later? go swimming. again. this weekend has been nth but swimming, swimming & more swimming. i bet it's gonna rain later. my fingers seem to be malfunctioning. i've alr had to correct my spelling twelve times in the previous sentence. Automatic supersonic hypnotic funky fresh... 1, 2, step... Can you get cornered in a round room?
"these satellite images are so cool!" "you don't scare me. you're supposed to scare me." njc has this arts appreciation thing where the sch arranges for highly subsidised tix to local performances in vic theatre or esplanade. my sis is currently at vic theatre watching 'boeing boeing'. not tt i wanna watch it or anyth (the ad is disgusting), but why dont we have smth liddat? instead of just watching sch performances... went swimming at the polo club again. pool relatively crowded, compared to yesterday. saw the girl with one and a half arms. she can swim pretty well, depite having only half a left arm. she can even play tennis and is totally unself-conscious abt it. her 'chopped-off' arm, i mean. anyway the water was warm. can u imagine? i jumped into the pool expecting to be hit with the usually cold water only to find myself in warm water. not warm in the normal sense, since it was cooler than the air, but still... SPC shld get an indoor pool or smth to keep the pool cool. the pool in hotel rendezvous is gr8. totally ice cold. what sort of a name is 'D.E.Athkins'? so obviously a pseudonym. stupid launchcast ads.
went swimming again yesterday evening. rite up to the moment i leapt into the pool, the sun was still shining happily. then the sky turned cloudy and after a while it began to drizzle. why wasn't i surprised? i was like, wth, who cares abt the stupid weather? so i continued swimming. the pool was almsot empty. i wonder if sis no.2 (the 8 yr old) is gonna have a concussion or smth. she fell down last nite n has been vomiting since this morning. but it cld be due to her stomach flu a few days ago. i told her to take her medicine but she wouldn't listen. how come i've fallen so many times on my head and yet i've never had anything near a concussion? sis no.1 (15 yrs old. or issit 16??) is at her NJ IP preview, in charge of giving toilet tours to the potential IP students. has anyone seen the 'wassup IP' ad on tv mobile? it SUX. it has gotta be one of the lousiest ads i've ever seen. it's just a running commentary abt the NJC IP program, and boring pics of students. i was almost famous for almost a day... i almost held up a grocery store... and almost got five years or more...
IGNORE THE FOLLOWING WORDS IN ITALICS 1 degage devant 2 fondu 3, 4 hold 5-6 transfer weight through demi-plie to degage derriere 7-8 hold 1 pivot turn (1/4) to left 2-3 continue pivots qith rotation to 4th en croise 4 hold 5 rise 6-7 run forward 8 chasse en avant to degage derriere en fondu en ouvert 1-2 rise closing back foot to 5th en demi-pointe petit developpe devant to degage en fondu 3-4 stretching supporting leg petit developpe passe to degage derriere en fondu 5& pivot 1/4 to left 6 rise 7 run forward 8 chasse en avant to degage derriere en fondu en ouvert 1-5& repeat counts 1-5& 6-7 assemble soutenu en tournant en dedans to en croise 8 lower heels on straight legs 1-2 2 walks RL turning to face upstage right 3& step forward R with working leg cou-de-pied derriere and 1/2 turn to right 4 fondu extending leg to degage derriere en fondu en croise 5-6 temps lie en arriere to 5th en demi-pointes and hold 7-8 hold 1-4 repeat counts 1-4 in opposite direction 5 pose passe to 1st arabesque en demi-pointe en ouvert 6-8 run in a circle to the right ending centre stage facing downstage left 1-2 temps lie en avant to 5th en demi-pointes and lower heels on straight legs en croise 3-4 repeat counts 1-2 to 2nd 5 temps lie en avant to 5th en demi-pointes 6 hold 7 detourne finishing en croise 8 hold 1-2 chasse en avant to degage erriere 3-4 lower back heel to 4th en fondu 5 recover to degage derriere 6-8 kneel on left Attempting to remember every stingle step. Writing it down helps me to recall them all. Hope I got all the spelling right, esp when I don't know a single word of French. Bio was hateful as usual. GP was frightfully boring. He-who-wears-tight-shirts-tt-show-his-huge-and-disgusting-potbelly kept attacking the presenting grps and I was falling asleep through it all. Before Lit the whole lit class climbed out the classrm window onto the roof and we planned to hide till Booth came. Frm the rooftop I saw Char walking towards RI and she even turned ard but dint see me waving at her cos she was so far away and who will think to look up at the roof with the sun glaring in ur eyes? 'Aunt Bertha' on 98.7 is horribly annoying. "I see u lookin' at me, like i'm some kind of freak..." "Where's my dentures? I lost my dentures" Bleh.
why is it that the weather seems to hate me so much? it was all sunny and bright yesterday afternoon so I happily went swimming. the moment I stepped off the bus the sky turned gray and soon it was drizzling. the sun literally disappeared behind the clouds. nonetheless I jumped into the pool, even though it was threatening to pour. swam about eighteen laps 'cos I had nothing else to do and my sis was busy at her swimming lesson (she's 8). very refreshing. I was sorta hoping it would begin to pour, cos it's fun swimming in the rain. a whole new perspective, you might say. anyway I got tired of doing those laps so I got out and showered. then waited for my sis to finish. by then it really was pouring so we waited for it to stop before we could elave SPC and get to the bus stop. went to the library today and spent ages jsut trying to find a book that's not about murder in the US of A and a f**ked up cop trying to come to terms with his past. why is it that such books can still sell well ('NY Times Bestseller' and 'New International Bestseller' and such crap)?
dunno why i made this blog, considering i alr haf 1 tt's at least a yr old and tt's clogged with entries... i'll make a link to tt blog soon... anywaez. dance is getting funner and funner. learning the new syllabus rite now, and trying hard to rmb the stuff so tt i can actually make progress. the pirouette enchainement i'm gonna learn soon is s'posed to be 'really beautiful' in the words of Ms. Tan, and according to her, the adage at the barre is also a very enjoyable exercise. at the moment i'm reading the syllabus bk, and attempting to understand it. i'm actually looking forward to doing character work - Ms. Tan claims it's LOADS more difficult than the previous grade, and i'm wondrin' how difficult it can get... |
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